sth i found

last day,i was walking with my friend in her campus.
we had a long talk,all about her & me.
she said i was mild ."mild"? i didn't know what it meant then.but soon when i got home ,i looked it up in the dictionary,i knew.
she said:"you love english very much,you should know the word which is just on the level of cet4.but you.... you care more about the course,maybe you can enjoy yourself in that way.i am quite different from you,i care more about the reasult,which is the most important."
maybe  she is right.do i need a change?
i don't know.
that's not the way i like,but may be it is useful?!
i don't know.
but i think i will taker her advice.
-------------------- i don't know much,but i'd like to learn more.

in a confusing condition.
always affected by other people!that's you!