永远有多远？[转帖]

“爱你，等你，永远等你，可是永远有多远？”
他这么对我说着。
永远有多远？比从这里到太阳还远吗？

是心的距离吗？
我记得有那么一句话
它说这世界上最远的距离是两颗心之间的距离，
那最近的呢？也是两颗心吧。

今天去看了朋友推荐的“薰衣草”，感觉没有他所说的那么好。
我不知道别人对时间和空间这样的问题是怎么看的，
我无法说服自己相信所谓的“距离产生美”“相见不如怀念”，甚至还有更古老的说法“两情若是久长时……”之类的，虽然坚持了很美我诚认，可我身边的多数朋友还是失败了，我实在没有办法说这样的结局也很美。你可以说如果是这样那么我的感情就算不上是爱情，我不否认啊，我是没有勇气面对距离什么的，喝醉的时候我会蜷缩成一团紧紧地抱住自己，因为我只是觉得很冷，觉得不够安全，会有人说这样叫做自恋吗？

其实自己就是这样一个人，有时现实得可以。

我不知道最近情绪低落和没完没了的雨是不是有关系，总之如果这样的雨再继续下下我就要疯了，
事实上我已经开始有抑郁症的征兆了，虽然我喜欢雨，雨可以让我想当然地颓废可是现在不是时候呀，大家都知道要考试了，而没完没了的雨让我悲伤得无法自拨。
雨天是用来想念的季节吧。

曾经爱你，永远爱你。
我会记得。



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You can say all things must end
You can smile and even preten
And you can turn and walk away so easily
But you can't say,you don't love my anymore

You can dream of what might have been
You can make your plans to find somebody else
But I can't believe you can carry on
We know what should be said

You can say,"I'm right you're wrong"
You can make your plans to find somebody else
But I can't belive you can carry on
We know what should be said
But you can't find the words
Instead you say

All things must end
You can smile and even pretend
And you can turn and say you're leaving me for good
But you can't say,you don't love me anymore

And you can turn and say you're leaving me for good
But you can't say,you don't love me
First just say,you don't love me anymore
[ 2002-12-01 18:19:50 蓝色吸管 修改 ]