恋恋风尘[转帖]

驱逐了我之后，她也把自己放逐了，在苦涩的生活里。让自己随波逐流……
或许是我把事情想的太严重了，她习惯了压力下的生活，而且这样程度的抗争是徒劳的。

知道了，她不能把自己交给一个很烂很烂的人，虽然她也说她很烂，但那都是为了安慰我而贬低自己的话，虽然她说她不在意什么幸福！但是还是不能把自己的未来交给一个没有明天的人！我坚持这样认为！我不优秀，我知道。很差，我也知道。虽然我关心她，但是还是不能给予她什么。我的精神也是匮乏、苍白的！所以她不会要我去救她的！

我没有了知觉，喜怒哀乐都消失了，只知道她走了，留下不再回来的话！没有再见只有SORRY！知道我现在一定要学好，只知道我有点累了，可是我不能松懈，前方还有考验！没什么痛苦，或许我在骗自己！但是真的是没什么快乐，一切都回到了以前，那个麻木没有知觉的我！我说过我不会等待快乐，只希望她来的时候我能知道！现在我知道了。快乐来过！

我苦苦哀求她见我一面，跟我讲清楚。但是她说你被这样，你这样我会很难过的！知道她很难受，可是我也很难受，我疯了！要找她！她说你要是来找我我就三天不吃饭！我心一下子软了下去，不再坚持了，知道她做的出来，她知道我不舍得让她不吃饭的！哎……我又叹气了，该穷了！

庆幸她没见我，要不我的脑海里就有挥不去的她的哀愁的容颜。现在脑海里仍有她的笑脸！那种笑是能融化你的笑，可是你转身时却只想哭……………… --------------------
You can say all things must end
You can smile and even preten
And you can turn and walk away so easily
But you can't say,you don't love my anymore

You can dream of what might have been
You can make your plans to find somebody else
But I can't believe you can carry on
We know what should be said

You can say,"I'm right you're wrong"
You can make your plans to find somebody else
But I can't belive you can carry on
We know what should be said
But you can't find the words
Instead you say

All things must end
You can smile and even pretend
And you can turn and say you're leaving me for good
But you can't say,you don't love me anymore

And you can turn and say you're leaving me for good
But you can't say,you don't love me
First just say,you don't love me anymore